Steve two months old |
So Memorial Day weekend when we decorate graves here for relatives who have passed on and we pause to remember, it stirs deeper. His birthday was not often over Memorial Day weekend as it is this year. We remember and always will and wonder. We remember those long Memorial weekend camping trips to Stumpy Meadows in Georgetown, California with many friends to the group campsite that we reserved annually. Many of those friends have also ended their earthly journey.
1966, Jinx, Baba, Mom |
Day, along with flowers to the graves and observance of military taps played at the cemetery, why remains the unanswered question. No answer it just is and so it will be for us to remember always.
I found this mournful yet fitting verse online, no author was cited......I know we did our best and as a friend said, Steve was a happy little boy.
Steve 1974 Van Damme State Park |
I will lend you, for a little time,
A child of mine, He said.
For you to love there while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years,
Or twenty-two or three.
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief.
You'll have his lovely memories,
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there,
I want this child to learn.
For you to love there while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years,
Or twenty-two or three.
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief.
You'll have his lovely memories,
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there,
Two special photos to remember your son by. I’m sorry that you lost him too soon but your memories will always be treasured.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Nell. As you can tell my blogging has been ever so intermittent. But yesterday I had to use it to write the feelings.
DeleteI am sorry you lost your son so early and also never had a chance to know your father. I can not imagine the pain of losing a child. It is not how we think of life. We always think we will go first. We are all given our burdens to carry with us. I believe that each burden is to teach us something.
ReplyDeleteI know and wonder how much some of us are destined to learn, others never do. I could be trite lament., "it's not fair." No it's not but long ago I learned life is not fair, don't expect it to be. As another friend who lost his daughter said, "we have been given a task so great, can we endure, time will tell..."
DeleteA post of bittersweet memories, Pat, and while it was sad to read about your beloved son and father, they are preserved in your memory. Thanks for sharing.
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