Found the cutest little booklet at Uncle's title above written in 1904 by Virginia Cary Hudson, a 10 year old. Published in the 60's or before and must have belonged to Aunt Marge. This little girl writes about church, etiquette, life, sacraments through 10 year old eyes. Made me laugh out loud when she describes the final "sacrament" death...After we get home I'll scan and share some pages, but for now... "And then you get carried back in the Church again. But you are dead & it takes 6 people to lift you. And everybody cries and that's the last sacrament you are going to get. Mrs. Park was old and so sick she didn't even know her own children. Maybe she was tired fooling with them all those years and just acted like she didn't know them. When Mrs. Park died, I sure didn't cry because I bet when she waked up & found she was dead, she was just tickled to death."
We went to Union cemetery here in Arnold PA trying to find Frank Ostrowski's grave, my great grandfather. You all are quite familiar with him by now and his herd of descendants. I learned that as in Poland the Polish mounded the early graves. I never knew that, reminds me of Indians. We were unable to find the grave, many old markers are illegible and broken off or just gone. They said there were vandals from time to time who would rampage the cemeteries. That's disgusting. I will have to submit a written request to the cemetery to search through their more than 23,000 sites and pay the fee. I noticed that descendants are having new marble markers erected for their ancesotrs as several were new; I will do that for him next time after we do the location. Today off to decorate my grandparents' graves, Mom's, Aunt Jinx and Aunt Marge.
I'd thought Uncle Carl might come along but his dementia has wavered and he has good and bad days. He seems to be ok in his routine in the home but any variation throws him into a state of disorientation. Though he knows us and is mostly glad to see us, he gets disturbed. Took him to get new eye glasses and on return he wanted to sit outside on the porch at the home, so we did. But that must have kicked off his porch sitting days at home and he then thought we were to take him home. He went inside reluctantly but then was not clear and his mind wandered back and forth from "That's where I eat..to You guys let me know when we are ready to leave...." Saturday he packed up his toiletry articles and was ready to go home again. He is much slower and weaker than when we were here first of November. I remind myself of what the doctors and the social worker said and what I know, "the dementia will decline and rise and come and go and the aging progression may make him weaker, Do not think that placing him into the personal care assisted living caused this, but be assured that he is well as can be and safe, something that could not be guaranteed at his home without 24/7 help." And yet still it makes me so sad that this is how this remarkable man will spend his last days. He's 92 and who knows how much longer he has. He has been sleeping a lot in the afternoons now, something my granpap, his father, did before he died peacefully in his sleep, never waking from a nap. I pray Uncle Carl has that same peace. And again I wonder, why the mental decline. Mom had Alzheimers, starting in her early 60's. Jinx had some dementia with the cancer and Uncle Carl is now in decline. Yet my grandparents, their parents had none of this and they died in their mid and late 70's. Why does this happen now so much more than in the past?
Ahh well, I am finding lots of things to get onto Sepia posts when we return home and I have my scanner. Even found Granpap's naturalization papers... I just wanted to check in online and let folks know what we are about. Limited computer access here. So I will not be posting much.
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Just a quick comment about the increasing appearance of dementia in our elders: My aunt says none of the old people in the past got Alzheimer's. She throws out possible causes, like cooking with aluminum, all the additives in our highly processed diets, maybe the pills that are prescribed for various ailments?
ReplyDeleteNone of my grands and great-grands had severe dementia, it's true. Yet my mother is dying of Alzheimer's. It may be a disease of the 20th century.
You're doing a beautiful job with your Uncle Carl. God bless him and you.